A lot of my friends tell me I’m kinda full of myself. I am but everyone else should be full of themselves too. I don’t like looking in the mirror and thinking “wow here are all the things wrong with me today.” I’m more like “nice, I look pretty okay.” And then go on with my day. I don’t understand why simply having confidence is a bad thing.
Even people I actually really like and consider them friends. Why? They still hang out with the people I don’t like from high school. No matter how good of friends I am with someone, I still don’t want to be around someone else who fucked me over or spread lies about me. I don’t want to be friends with people who publicly embarrassed me. I would never be friends with someone who treats their own close friends like complete shit. But it never fails that if I was to hang out with someone I know from high school, there’s a guarantee that we’ll eventually hang out with some shitty person I never wanted to see again. My friend will insist that they’ve changed but then just a few weeks later, they’ve fucked us both over again. But that friend just accepts it and continues the friendship.
It’s better to just make new friends instead of repeat the same sick cycle that people who stay with their high school friends continuously go through.
If anyone from high school was to ever say something behind my back about my boyfriend, career choice, or place of work, then I would never hear about it. And that’s the way life should be. Fuck those people.
i spent an hour planning this wedding and i actually shed a tear when it was over bc i remember raising both of them like they were literally just born yesterday and now they’re getting married and then my mom made me get off the game because she’s concerned for my well-being
THE GUY DIED OF OLD AGE TODAY I ACTUALLY CRIED AND MY MOM CONFISCATED THE GAME SO NO MORE SIMS FOR LIKE A WEEK
I’m really upset. I try not to let my emotions get the best of me but sometimes they just do. I met this guy and I already thought he wasn’t going to be interested in me at all but he was. We talked for like two weeks and he seemed extremely into me. Telling me how cute and fun I was. Then out of nowhere “I don’t have time to date.” And then that’s just it. All these feelings for fucking nothing. That shit bothers me. I hardly ever like anyone. Even in just a friendly way. So the fact that I allowed myself to get excited about something and then immediately let down just really makes me fucking angry. I’m tired of this shit.
I would say I just want to date without any emotional ties but that would just be a lie. I just want to be with someone I’m super into. I don’t want to settle for anyone. I also don’t want to chase anyone either. It’s just frustrating.
my social studies teacher once told us “human beings are the most selfish of all. even when someone dies, you shed tears only because they are no more around to provide you with whatever they had been for so long”
and it has been 3 years since she said this and this is still what i think about at night
Man, social studies teachers get pretty deep. I’ve cried in a social studies class before when we were getting in depth about the Holocaust.